im not gonna lie
other guys cross my mind
but as soon as i really compare
they`re nothing compared to you
everytime another boy goes
in && out of my mind ..
it only strengthens my love
[F o R . y O u]

Im sittin here bored right now.. aint shit to do i dunno wha im doin tonight supposed to be chillen wit jenn and sarah but we will see wha goes down.. Not too much has been goin on lately lets see.. Thursday chilled wit sarah and jenn all day we went to muh babii football pratice and surprised him.. good to see him.. god i love him.. then afta that me and sarah went back to muh house and sarah stayed wit me.. den woke up da next morning went wit jenn.. Smoked was high as a mother fucker!!.. i mean i was high as shit no lie lol.. me and jenn went to rockys and tore a meatball sub up lol!! den we left dere.. came back and chilled wit jenn's uncle he bought us drinks.. so we was drinkin.. we was up intill about 3am or sum shit went to bed finally and then woke up dis morning and i walked home and since then i jus been sittin here bored... I miss jason i wanna see him hopefully i will be able too soon.. well i jus wanted to give a quick update on how shit is going.. Ill Holla lata... i love j. green

Me and jason been together for alil ova 11months now.. i ment to right on 7-7-05 but i was alil busy.. Alot of shit has happend.. Family shit.. well tuesday after i wrote kayla went home and i spent da rest of da day wit muh boo den went to da movies wit muh grandma.. den wed. i dun remember wha i did lol.. den thursday in da afternoon i went to Rockys wit jenn and sarah den came home and went to da Carnival until about 10 or so wit Kayla and her mom and ish.. dat was fun.. den i came home and went to sleep and da next day i went ova to kaylas.. we went to dis gurl brookes house and babysited her badass kids.. like all afternoon it was pretty damn gay.. but den me and kayla came home got stoned.. went to bed.. woke up da next day chillen.. smoked allll mother fuckin day no lie all day lol.. den muh mom came and picked me up and den Sunday.. i went to St Josephs hostipal which is like 2hrs aweay .. i hadda go see muh pappy.. hes gettin 4way bypass surgery.. He gets it today.. i was there all day yesterday.. i left at 12:30 and got home at around 9:30.. it was a LOnng DAY... tomorrow im gonna go down there again and see him.. i woulda went today but today was the actual surgery and it was jus best i didnt go u know?.. but anyways.. I miss jason so fuckin much.. i wanna see him.. im used to seein him as much as possible i thought i was gonna get to see him today but he told me last night he wasnt comin ova here.. so it looks like jus another Borin ass day for me!!!.. GoD!!! i MiSs Muh BoO.. atlest i get to talk to him err night.. but i wannna see him.. thnigs will never be da same and i wish dey were.. i need to smoke or sumden im so stressed out.. i aint heard from muh dad in forever i have been hearin hes back to his old ways.. hes such a joke.. but anyways im about to be  out ill holla when sumden good happens.. oNeLoVe

Lil' Mo]
Baby, at the point of my life
But I'm tired of playin games
I'm ready to settle down
I'm ready to buy a house
And I'm ready to change my last name
I'm ready to have some kids
Ready for the life to live
And all love has to give
I been your superwoman for so long
Ready to be your wife


[Fab]
Little M-O...


[Lil Mo]
Now that love's taken over
I'm 100% sure that it's here to stay
I ain't got no issues standing in my way
I ain't goin nowhere
You ain't goin nowhere so...


Let's make it official
We ain't gettin no younger baby
And I'm ready to be with you
Together for always
To have and to hold through sickness and through health
Marriage will be crazy baby


Can you live with it, lovin me for life
To have and hold forever
Baby ride or die til death do us part
Let's make it last forever


Are you ready to be happy babe
For the rest of your life
Cause I wanna be your future, yeah
And let's start a family
Cause I ain't goin nowhere
And you ain't goin nowhere so let's make it official...


Let's make it official
We ain't gettin no younger baby
And I'm ready to be with you
Together for always
To have and to hold through sickness and through health
Marriage will be crazy baby


Can you live with it, lovin me for life
To have and hold forever
Baby ride or die til death do us part
Let's make it last forever


I'm ready to walk down that aisle in all white
And dedicate my life to you (yeah, yeah)
And live together happily ever after all


[Fab]
All I been thinkin bout is us
Slidin from weddings with bands on
Headin to San Juan, gettin our tan on
Girl, you must be forgettin your man's long
Most tuxes I have trouble gettin the pants on
And I know things run through your head when your man's gone
I come home have you sayin (Oh Boy) better than Cam'ron
We upsettin they plans on
Gettin they chance on
Gettin they hands on F-A-B-O


[Lil' Mo]
Can you live with it, lovin me for life
To have and hold forever
Baby ride or die til death do us part
Let's make it last forever


Can you live with it, lovin me for life
To have and hold forever
Baby ride or die til death do us part
Let's make it last forever


Make it last forever
And ever and ever
Can you live with it, lovin me for life...

Hes HoMe! FInAllly!!

Not a whole lot has been goin on to be honest Ill explain da lil bit da has.. Sunday i went to da Suns game basically all day i got dis tan on my back but das da only place muh back lol.. wish da rest of my body woulda got tan too lol... I came hpome afta da sunds game and balled my eyes out for acouple hours.. so much shit it wrong.. well i found out more then likely we are movin my mom already got the house in mind in errthing she jus has to talk to the landlord and shit like dat.. Hopefully shit falls thru i am prayin to god the last thing i wanna do it move.. If everything goes as planned and jason only got 30days then he should be home on friday.. and i cant fuckin wait i am dieing.. i miss him so much more then anything well dis whole week i have done alil bit of NOTHING.. jus painetly waitin until dis weekend i guess das when errthing is SuPPosed to happen... my moms not really madd about da whole havin ppl in da house thing.. im jus not really alowed to have ppl ova and she tookk my cell phone but im sure things will be back to noramal soon or atlest i hope.. God i pray jason gets out on time its all i think about errtime my phone rings or a knocks comes at my door i pray its him even tho i kno more then likely it wont be.. Imma be so jumpy the day hes supposed to get out lol.. BUT yeah back to me doin nothing this week... i basically sit at home and watch tv ME AND KAYLA ARE BORED RIGHT GURL?.. my dad has been callin me regularly and stuff and i think maybe for real dsi time he is gonna try.. i hope so i would love to have a relationship wit him.. for once in his life he is acctually acting like muh dad lol.. well im goin to be out im so very bored and i jus wanted to update dis one time Ill HoLlA!.. oNElOvE!

Well its been a long time and im sorry about dat...
Been madd busy.. aint been home in a hot min.. my mom jus got back from Vegas yesterday she went dere for lika week.. i hadda stay wit my grandma most of da time and dat sucked.. but so much has happened.. i usuaully been chillen wit my girl Kayla..we been havin a whole lot of fun.. i passed out at her house da other day tho lol dat shit was crazy.. Jason is supposed to be gettin out in 5 days.. now i aint heard a word from him since he got locked up, but when he went in it was for 30days unless he acted up or sumden he should be gettin out on time and i hope and pray he does i miss him..Kayla ggot herself a man now and its crazy cuz he boyfriend is jasons cousin lol.. but yeah we chilled wit her man and his friends alot.. his one cousin is really nice.. i am supposed to be in trouble right now i think im not sure my mom thinks i had dis huge ass party while she was gone but i really didnt lol.. we still gotta talk about dat shit.. Stephanie left for Flordia yesterday i hope shes havin fun.. i aint been on vaction yet dis summer and i wanna go..im about to be out dis biitch tho cuz i dun really have alot to talk about so much has been goin on if we are close u should kno about it.. but yeah.. I love u all and illl write soon.. Pray for me and jason..

Summer - `05

Terricka and Jason`ALwaYs`